your tags are supposed to be used to organize your blog but i use mine to release my inner monologue tbh
it’s about that time of year again where i get really gay for my bias. this happens really rarely so here we go.
i say it all the time, but i would not be the person i am had it not been for these boys, especially minho, who is everything i am not. he’s kind, selfless, unashamed, determined, and overly competitive. when brought into something new, he gives it all he can even if it means looking stupid or looking like a try-hard. that’s the one thing people have to say about him when they don’t like him, but isn’t that better than giving up before you’ve tried? which is what most of us do, don’t deny it. because other than being a ridiculously good looking guy, he’s extremely well-mannered and unlike most of the guys we see in kpop, it doesn’t seem to be just an act. he’s the type of guy who is polite on or off camera, famous or not. for years, he’d been the literal shoulder to cry on while everyone got too emotional for their own good, he was there to hold all of the guys, but there was always a glint of a tear in his eye like he wanted to break down too, but he couldn’t because he’s choi minho, he’s the consoler, not the consoled. over these years that i have been watching him, he’s really grown up and he’s helped me grow up, to learn to try my best in everything i do even if it makes me look stupid. (technically we’re actually the same age but i feel like a mama and an admiring younger sister) he’s grown so beautifully but he’s always had the sense of humility in him, even though his chest puffs out now when he wants and he doesn’t hide his smile when he finds something amusing, you can tell that humility is number one in his life, to remember where he came from and how he got to where he is. that’s something that we all need. or something i know i need desperately, to sit back and know that your hard work is enough and you don’t have to brag or even smirk about it. my minho…. one more year older and it seems you have grown wiser by a thousand. happy birthday, you little fuck.
Birthday Message / minkey / pg-13 / because Key’s instagram update today was life
“Hello, Minho,” Kibum purrs from the camera, eyelashes fluttering. “I know life’s been stressful recently, so I felt like it might cheer you up to receive a birthday message from a beautiful lady.”